Junsu Please Tell me "It's Gonna Be Okay"

To our followers, this is MY first post... and I apologize for it being all Full House (Not the beautiful drama with Rain,but the Full House as in Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen) status, but today was one of the hardest days of my life and well...I just....you know...


My dearest JUNSU <3  

I, as a super extreme fan of you and of anyone else mentioned on this blog, am not programed to think this way, but in my current state of mind I have to doubt you will willingly (without my being there to put some "loving pressure" on you) find this blog and read our posts or go through the trouble of translating it. In the event that you decide to visit this wonderful blog my friends and I have created by clicking on the link that Maycee left on your twitter; please have Nichkhun translate what you don't understand (Give him all the work your; pretty hands,eyes, and brilliant mind shouldn't have to work so hard....Sorry MayCee). Junsu you are my biggest inspiration you have all the qualities that I so dearly want to apprehend [Yes, apprehend >:3 (Funny story, I went on dictionary.com see if I was using the word appropriately and a synonym I found was "nail")] from you [i.e. your voice is magnificent and you are so BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! (inside & out)etc.]. For this reason I would like to ask for your support in what I have to believe is the saddest day of my life. I don't want to reveal the schematics of  today, but here's the gist of it my older sister has been taken away from my family and from me; it hurts to see everyone cry and to feel this useless. I have almost every single 2PM song on loop while I try to sort things out and not think at the same time; I don't know what to do. All I truly truly truly would like to know, Junsu, is that your there for me and for the for the rest of your HOTTESTS...I just need that lift right now. 


P.S. To 2PM I seriously love all of you and I vow that I will be a HOTTEST FOR LIFE and support you guys through it all please be happy, healthy [Don't skip meals!! (Ramyun is not a complete meal)], and stay sexy!!!


P.S. To Followers I am not usually all EMO....actually none of us are (MayCee and Zac) as I explained I'm not feeling to awesome right now and would really appreciate all of your support as well.....sorry again for being lame...


<3 Love <3, RiRi